Did you know being obedient to God’s leading can take you right into a battle, right into a storm? Here are a few more of my thoughts (hopefully they have not scattered too badly) from the Pursuit of the Promised Land Bible Study by Marie Monville.

For the Israelites to get into their promised land they needed to fight some battles, they had work to do, lots of hard work. They were following God’s command to Joshua to conquer and live in the land God had promised to Abraham. And also the disciples were told by Jesus to get into their boat and cross to the other side of the lake. And while they were still “far from land, a strong wind had risen and they were fighting heavy waves” Luke 14:22. Jesus knew that storm was going to come but yet He still told them to go to the other side of the lake. And the disciples obediently did as Jesus told them. I wonder what the disciples were thinking when they were in that storm. “Jesus told us to do this and now here we are in the middle of a storm, maybe we’ll drown! Why did Jesus tell us to go with the storm coming? Surely He knew what was coming. What was He thinking?”
The Israelites, like the disciples, were doing what Jesus told them to and what did they encounter? Battles, storms, and hard stuff.  What am I to do with that? I follow God and end up in a storm? a battle? One thing I think God wants us to realize is that difficult circumstances do not mean that He is punishing us. Maybe like the Israelites needing to walk quietly around Jericho; God wants me to walk quietly with Him, to allow Him to fight the battle? Maybe He needs my quietness so He can speak into someone’s heart? Like maybe my very own heart? Maybe like the disciples, after trying their best to get to the other side of the lake and then being scared out of their wits by Jesus, they were ready to accept Jesus’ help; God is wanting me to give it my best and be willing to accept help.
Another thing I think God wants us to realize is that He often uses the “least likely” like Rahab, she was a prostitute but she hid Joshua’s spies and as long as she put the red cord in her window and stayed in her house she would be safe when they conquered Jericho. And Rahab also looked out for her family even though they may have looked down on her, held her life style against her. Rahab was a prostitute but God used her right where she was, living in sin. Even in our sin God is merciful with us. There were times as the Israelites were going into battle Joshua didn’t seek God’s leading, he went ahead and did it his way. And they ended up at places they never would have if they had only asked God first. But God came through and fought for them even though they were in a place they shouldn’t have been. They were in a wrong place because of the wrong choices they made but still God held the sun and moon in place till the battle was won. And I believe God wants to do the same for me- fight my battles but too often I’m afraid He’ll take me out instead of my enemy. Why is it so hard for me to believe that God is for me and not against me? Why is it so hard to trust that God is looking out for me? Maybe I need to learn to know who God really is, how God truly feels about me.
And I have a hard time believing Rahab continued her life as a prostitute after her encounter with God. When we have an encounter with God it very often changes us and maybe that is another reason God allows the storms, the battles- so our eyes, our hearts will open towards Him. So we can really know who we are and who God really is- – a good, good Father who loves and cares for us passionately and is longing to have a close, living relationship with us. For us to know He’s there dancing in the storm with us.

The fairy garden I made today in the workshop I attended at Ken’s Gardens.